Saturday, January 08, 2005 7:42 PM

my mood is offically dampened for the whole damn day

great compliments to both my mother's and my aunty's mouth how big they are man.


%@#!*#

i so swear that i will move out one day, whether im married or not.

its only the beginning of 2oo5 and i already felt like a big l0ser. i want to thank my family for making feel that way. -pukeee

after braving through 14 years, 8 months and 9 days. this is still what i get. how nice my ass.

gng meet cailing, caixin and lihui at cailing's house at 4.15. and im going no matter what. that woman and already promised me. so im going whatever it takes. even when she's fuggin` mad and hopping around making those lamest fuss and everything. even when she bad-mouthed about me in front of her senseless relatives and friends. its her that going to lose her precious-as-if-face. not me. all i know. i have been doing my job well enough by improving my studies, not having bgr, and having sex or whatever the hell it is. i think that she should be thankful for having me such a daugther.

whatever it is. im going to enjoy myself. i will make today to a blast. so watch out people. cause the new Joanan is here. muahahs. =x ; =))